1.12.2010 4:18pm

Yesterday (30.11.2010) was the day the Susie left... It was easily the hardest day of my life. Having to let go of my beautiful girlfriend to let her leave this side of the world for 2.5 months was excruciating, and it's something that I never want to have to go through again.

When I get home from the airport, I cleaned my car, as I told Susie that I would do, because it had been neglected in past months. This was a much more difficult task than I had thought, not because there was a whole lot to do, but because of the fact that everything I took out of my car was a part of our time together, something we had shared.

I went inside, and tried to distract myself with video games, but playing Assassin's Creed just rubbed it in... Of course the game has to be set in Italy, only reminding me of my Italian girlfriend even more. So that killed about half an hour. A LONG half an hour.

Later that night I caught up with Alaura, Andy, and Harry, and I was on edge all night waiting for a call from Susie to know that she had arrived in Singapore safely. Finally, at around 9:50 that night, she called me. Words cannot express how relieved I was to hear her voice finally... But my heart was so sore to hear how upset she was, and I had to fight back tears in front of my friends...

I was having short email conversations with her that night, and with every reply I missed her more, and knowing that I couldn't see her or hold her broke my heart...

...It was a sleepless night.

Today (1.12.2010) has been just as hard, if not harder, because I didn't get to atleast see her for some of the day like I had when I took her to the airport. It's been a long day, and it's only now 4:31.

I just got a text from her, FINALLY I was able to get the international roaming to work and I can speak to my baby again! =D

She answered when I called her, but she had to go for something, and I am now awaiting a call back...

I love you baby...

(the rest of today updated later)